Sunday, March 06, 2005
i had a long gd slp jus now when i came back from the performance. today performance was fine jus tt the stage was small bt i enjoy it.. hehe..
recently i dunno wat worng with me.. bt i jus cant stand how some ppl work.. i may nt be a perfertionist bt i expect things to be done on time, things to be nt sloppily done or at least be my best.. bt i cant stand ppl working attitude when they take their time to do things, which is not effective n effiency at ALL. n hate it when assigned ppl r not fulfilling their task. or ppl who jus simply stand/sit ard doing nth bt instructing others to do this n that. (
OR maybe they expect others to do it for them.)stop siding them. they shld be taught a hard n gd lesson to be on their own and ADMIT their mistakes. for most of the time, its so obvious tt its ur fault. although at times i noe i am worng too.. for being too impulsive.
i dare to do it, dare to say it, i dare to admit it. do u dare to?
i don blame u. its my fault for nt choosing wisely.
feel like i am in a cage being FORCE to do things under u. for im at ur mercy. one day, when i have enuff of u.. i wil retailate. even a small insect has its right to choose to eat or not to eat wat u have gave them. let along human.we do have our rights. n all along i believe in democracy. bt some how.. its nt anymore.. its nt ur fault.. its jus inborn in u. i noe how u feel cos i can totally put myself in ur shoe.. bt do u NOE how i feel? i bet u don.. cos u r so self centered.. in ur eyes there is onli YOU, YOU AND YOU ALONE.
going to stay in sch for the next whole week for in house training. give me the strength to continue, to stay in this battle til the end. for in my heart i WANT to WIN.
watever i have written above is jus to let our my anger.. bt i always believe in giving ppl a second chance.. so don worry.. im still crystal.. :) the rest is up to u..
loving it;;